Complicated relationship

What should I do? What should I do? I don't know what should I do next. I lost of idea. 

Sometime, I feel like looking for someone to talk to. But I don't find anyone suitable to talk to. If I found one, he/she no time for me. Sigh~

Right now my feelings are the mixture of: sad, stress, lost, heart break, curious.

I'm no more the cheerful and happy go lucky girl. 

Sometime, I wish I can really talk and share everything with him. I don't know the actual problem is from whom? He? Mine? I just need his ears for me sometimes. He don't had to really said those good or nice words to me. I just want him to listen to me. Know my problems. But I feel annoyed with his so called "consoling words". I don't know. Maybe I start couldn't take his flirting consoling words anymore. Once after I told him again how I felt with those words, he got mad with me. This really make my heart break. I thought you can accept every good and bad of me?   

Running away with tears dropping. Heart break~~~~~

Merdeka Holidays 2011

I began my holidays a week ealier than the actual day. Got my rest enough and spring cleaning before the holidays started. So that I can spent my holiday to the fullest.

On 30th Aug, I went out shopping with my bestie Min Yee. I love the outing with her. Early in the morning, woke up and get ready. This is the first time I drove alone by myself to Mid Valley. As first thought wany to buy macaroon for her. But the shop closed that day. So, next time I buy you okay?

Reached Mid Valley around 1015am but Min Yee was late that day. She took train all the way from Seremban, but Malaysia's KTM service was lousy as usual. Train delayed and packed with people. Pity her stuck in the train for 2 hours.

As she reached, we headed for lunch. So co-incident that I met Viana, my unimate. Such a long time not meet up. It's happened so sudden when I turned my head, at the same time Viana looked at me. The world is so small.

Me and Viana.

Shop around Mid Valley looking for darling's birthday present and ours shop list. Feel tired walking around, we headed to Starbuck for our coffee break and decide whether to buy product for our pretty and younger looking skin.

Thanks for the Starbucks my dear Min Yee.

Min Yee dear.

She can patiently walk around and search things with me. We also shared a lot of opinions and on certain things.

On 31st August, went to BookFest@KLCC with darling. Thought wanna buy quite a number of books but end up only one.

Although I feel freaking tired these few days but I fully enjoyed it.

Signing off~

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